You still have ideals, and therefore you are living in contradiction. This means you like contradiction and are afraid to break down ideals. You are afraid of what you will do if you have no ideals. You don’t see what ideals do: bring about contradiction because through ideals you completely avoid the actual fact of what is. Therefore the idealist is a hypocrite. The younger generations are supposed to be idealists because they want to change the world, but the younger generations are as confused as the older generations.