I want to fulfil, I want to become famous because inwardly I am nothing. I am empty, I’m lonely, I’m a miserable creature, and I put on all the feathers of fame because I have a little technique with a violin, piano or pen. So I am escaping from that emptiness and loneliness, from that everlasting self-activity and boredom. Therefore, fulfilment is an escape from the fact of what I am.